Looking for Friend......................

Please read the entire post before replying. I am unhappily married with a son. My son is my world. So for him, I stay in my current situation. I have tried to make things work but I am totally exhausted of everything being one sided...... Being the one to do things and getting nothing but pain and heartache in return. I am looking to find someone who understands what I am going through. Not looking to be a hook up or one time fling. I AM looking for a connection, a long term on-going thing. Someone with patience as time is something that doesn't come about often. I am looking for someone who wants to get to know me as a person. Someone who wants that connection. Do you ever wonder- How wonderful it would be, to re-live those special moments, those first times, with someone who really can make you smile.....knowing that you make him/her smile too.... How would it be, to have that special someone in your life who can help you regain that spark in life and make you look forward to your inbox.... Someone who you look forward to hearing from.... someone whose emails make your heart race, someone whose words bring a smile on your face..... whose thoughts inject excitement into even the most mundane routines of our daily lives... It's more about the 'chemistry'.... more about the connection of the mind.... where you can be totally honest, and feel free to share your innermost thoughts without needing to think twice. I know in this situation time is hard but I believe if there is a will there is a way. And if you truly care about a person there you find ways to make things work . . ... even if it's for 5 mins. About me- Educated, good looking East-Indian male, married, not looking to change the situation, but long for that someone with whom I can share those stolen moments.... and enjoy the smaller things in life...... I'm here posting, you are here looking. If you exist, reply with a little bit about yourself, and not just a "Hi" ! Thanks