moving forward

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I would have loved my ex to be a kind and reasonable person, we could have come to the conclusion that our relationship didn't work and parted ways amicably, civilly. Instead I was assulted, poisoned, manipulated and humiliated. I remember the breathe i took the day after our separation, i felt free and i began to rebuild my life. At least that was my intention. That was 4 years ago. Since i was in another relationship and i suffered trauma in an another non relationship context. Today my life is still a mess but i don't blame her but my life is so complicated i miss the years when i was married. Even if she was abusive we still share some material comfort. So as you can see I am confused. I dont miss my ex wife but i miss the material comfort. I am looking to meet people who need to share about their situation in a mature and thoughtful way, people who would appreciate being listened to sincerely, it doesn't have tobe about a divorce but if your life is complicated maybe it can help to find a comforting shoulder cheers