wish we could try once more

We met in April and spent months getting to know one another. Things just flowed, there was never any pressure, just an invitation. We had a friendship that was deep, a connection that was there without needing to speak. Then randomly it all dissolved, leaving my head spinning wondering why and what happened. Everyday you cross my mind, and I miss my friend. I miss the silly banter, I miss cooking your meals, just being with you, waiting for you to get home from work. I miss having meaning in my life, you made me feel like I had meaning again. You, loulou and boy. Still here, still your friend for life, you still and always will hold a place in my soul.