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My name is Andrea. I'm recently single mom and proud grandma of 17 month old Grandson. I know times are hard for everyone and no on is immune to bad luck or depression and my heart goes out to those who are in similar circumstances or dealing with hard times. I've been in a very abusive and toxic relationship for 7 years. Like all bad relationships it wasn't always bad but in the end I had no access to money ,no Id, no phone, no self worth or confidence. Recently I found my way out and it was hard and seemed like an endless uphill battle to start all over, even just the things i needed daily like id was hard to get , it took weeks but without it i had no way to start again. So 6 months later i was able to get back on my feet. I . I am a roofer , I have 10 years experience and passion for my trade. I'm also ticketed in a multitude of interior and exterior trades. I finally had a nice little main floor for my dogs and a with a litter on the way ( which not only brought so much joy and excitement back into my life , it brought me some peace knowing it will financially help propelle me forward) unfortunately one week after 14 beautiful puppies were born the new guy who moved downstairs and hated dogs ( animals to be clear) intentionally left the gate open , even after the camera sees him go to shut it ..then deliberately push it wide open again and within the hour my dog had been hit by a car and $3600 that was everything I had plus now I'm borrowing from whoever possible to pay to try to save her life. She was ultimately put down..I was grieveing for my girl and terrified because all of a sudden it was just me and the pups...bottle fed from a week old my puppies thrived however I took the hit bad, couldn't work, not sleeping ,financially becoming buried again. I just kept telling myself the puppies will get me back on track . My boy jaxx became super mom . Truly he raised those puppies he adored them . Jaxx was 5 of this October, my best friend and my sole protecter from my ex... if it wasn't for him who knows what kind of trama I would have suffered. Near the end jaxx had bitten my ex twice and ultimately he left out of fear alone I'm sure. My savor, however jaxx having all his babies to protect as well as me slowly started to become to caution of anyone and was becoming aggressive. Now to be fair my group of friends and family adored my dog he was an absolute suck, still a big baby fiercely loyal. After the lose of my female tension became thick between myself and downstairs. This may change people perspective of me but in a moment a heated argument turned into a fight between the new girlfriend downstairs and I and I was given a 24 hour eviction. Now I'm in a really bad mess ,I havent been working, I had no idea where I was gonna go with all the puppies or how I was going to move... but a friend showed up the next day with a uhaul with enough room to fit my whole house in there. That night myself and 9 puppies and 140lb dogs got in my dodge Dakota and stayed at a friend's where the uhaul was parked. The next day I was able to go to work because my friend said he would watch the dogs and things were looking better until 230 in the afternoon when my friend calls to inquire if I took the uhaul to work. Yup. Someone stole it, from dover. With everything I owned. Long story short its never been recovered and I lost everything. This led me to having to give some pups away because i just couldnt care for them all and a vew i was able to sell quickly for wayyyyy less then they were worth but lucky enough I know where all my puppies are and I still have one. After this I was living in my truck with my remaining dogs, working when I could sub a job and be able to take the puppies with me. Then my male got put down. My ex had tracked me down staying in a friend's driveway and my dog attacked him. And the end of the day yes jaxx became aggressive but he was seen as an enemy and was protecting me. Unfortunately bylaw had him down within 24 hours. When I fled from him he chased me and my dog got him I kept running and after a few hours when I felt safe to go back...jaxx was already seized. I couldnt track him down in time and because he was so aggressive (I'm sure the fear was the driving factor) he was put down. I am fighting the city about this for what it's worth. This really messed me up I felt hopeless and lost and the only thing I was holding onto was my puppy. I was able to get a little work and just started with this great crew and 4 days later... just a couple weeks ago I was parked on the side of the road when I was trying to get some sleep and my truck was smoked by a vehicle that was in a chase with the police . They are doing accident reconstruction but figure he was going at least 85. I'd be dead if I was in a car. But my truck was seized and written off I work up in the hospital by dog missing, no vehicle my phone smashed . And so here I am today. I'm living with family so at least I'm safe but I really just need some help. I need work. Someone who can give me a chance. I'm a great cleaner , assistant , work in trades, super handy,. I have my ece level three I love kids. I'm willing to do anything or Try something new I love to learn I'm self sufficient and work great in a team and even better alone. Please understand I'm not asking for handouts even though I've never been broke to this extent I never had my own money for years... I'll live broke a little longer I just need to get on my feet. I have already accepted I can't do much if anything for my loved ones for Christmas and I'm sure they understand but I wish I could... If u have any suggestions or work I might be able to do please message me . Thank u if u made it this far. I know it's been a journey. Take care.